11/08/2006
MIXED emotions
today was okay la..had band.went to sch at 8.den on de bus i saw wj de sms saying dat she cant come.sad.
den went to sch de band room was not open.went through de stage n opened de door de first person i saw saw ws guess hu?mr tan.haha xD.den de band room cant be opened den delayed for like 45 min..haha xD den had recruit band prac.a song for you n shackleford banks were okay lar bt flintstones drove me nuts..i couldnt play it le larh..
den mr tan ended late..like half hour late liddat..den went to footdrills..learnt alot or commands.keep getting de turn right n 180 degree one wrong..haiyo..den i started laughing..haha xDbadbadbad!den my specs were loose n fell to de tip of my nose.amanda pushed it up for me..haha xD
den had lunch.den should be main band prac bt mr oura was late so i slept at de corridor..haha den had main band prac..can blow one page..haha sense of accomplishment!
den went home with daanny..she was wearong this cutecute shorts..haha took a pic of it.XD den tok with her on bus crap like siao liddat haha.
now im at home yay!
juz went to _______ n saw SOMETHINGS dat made me SO MAD ANGRY SAD JELOUS N PISSED.DAMN LARH.
NEVER EVER M I GONNA GO THERE AGAIN.
LIKE WTH LA.
ok im in a VERY BAD MOOD NOW.
i discovered i haf absoulutely NO ONE to tell my feeling to.
NO ONE AT ALL.
regarding some things i could bt THIS i couldnt cux its related to them.
well hu noes they may not even wan to hear it.
aft all im not ________.
so y should they bother?
XINYI, CLEAR UP UR MIND N THINK.
dun act like a freak anymore.
GET DAT CLEAR.
='(
and you dont even care.
i was hoping u would,
in de end all i got was disappointment again..
i thought today will be diff..
bt it is still the same..
WHY?
=XINYI= wrote on 11/08/2006 04:01:00 AM.
